Its a beautiful heart in the right kind of place
I suffer in silence but is the silence ablaze
With the sounds of my pain, with the salt of my tears?
Can you feel a part of me dying
Can you make it disappear?
Do you know what it feels like
To want to hold on to you?
When you’re firing these things at me
And I know they aren’t true?
Would you care for a digression:
Would you call out my name too?
Can’t you see that the way I love
Is as beautiful as you
When I’m standing under the golden sun
My thoughts always turn to you
But it saddens my heart to think
Of the many moments we blew
I wish this wasn’t tainted
With the smell of my blood
I wish the thousand knifes that poke me
Will never be enough
And am I just plain happy
Or is this numbness unreal
Sometimes its hard to believe
That my life could be so surreal
I see your name across every cloud
But do you know what I would do
If I could fly up there like a bird
I would bring one down for you
So are my insides still invisible
Do I lay my life down for you
Do these naked words reach someplace deep
Do they make you feel blue?
I know my life is music
And I get to play the tunes
But you are like the flute
You lend me music too